This video makes my day! Happy Friday, everyone :)
6.28.2011
It's all about the climb.
No worries, this is not a post dedicated to Miley Cyrus.
It used to seem ironic to me that things in my life seemed to coincide with each other. That life lessons seemed to be repeating themselves in almost every aspect of my life. I realize now more than ever that is not so much irony, as fate, for lack of a better word.
I've been trying to put together the pieces that I have felt were missing with activities like church, reading/writing, etc. and many things have been pointing in one direction: I'm never alone and I need to trust in the plan that's decided for me.
So in my reading of my favorite blog, Pink Lou Lou, I came across this devotional that came at the perfect time. Here are some quotes that really spoke to me:
"You need to take your focus off making the right decision and trust God. No matter what you decide to do, He will still take care of you and He will accomplish His purpose for you." (from Psalm 138:8)
"Sometimes the biggest decision is to simply make one."
It used to seem ironic to me that things in my life seemed to coincide with each other. That life lessons seemed to be repeating themselves in almost every aspect of my life. I realize now more than ever that is not so much irony, as fate, for lack of a better word.
I've been trying to put together the pieces that I have felt were missing with activities like church, reading/writing, etc. and many things have been pointing in one direction: I'm never alone and I need to trust in the plan that's decided for me.
So in my reading of my favorite blog, Pink Lou Lou, I came across this devotional that came at the perfect time. Here are some quotes that really spoke to me:
"It is better to take refuge in the LORD than to trust in princes." Psalm 118:9
"You need to take your focus off making the right decision and trust God. No matter what you decide to do, He will still take care of you and He will accomplish His purpose for you." (from Psalm 138:8)
"Sometimes the biggest decision is to simply make one."
This past Sunday I went to church, and for the first time I was alone. I'm not very good at being alone either. I love socializing, and feeling loved, but this experience was absolutely necessary. The sermon talked about heaven, and how you'll see all of your defining moments before you pass. I then thought about what my defining moments are thus far, and what I want them to be, and it dawned on me that I no matter what my moments are, no matter what decisions I make, no matter who I am with, there is always someone watching out for me and my best interest because my destiny is predetermined.
I've never considered myself a religious person, and still don't even though this post seems to portray that, but recently my step mother talked to me about angels. I've always thought of my Aunt Terri, who died at the age of 24 because she was hit my a drunk driver, as my angel. I was so young when she died, but I have memories of her that never seem to fade. Margaret told me that whenever I need angels, if it's 1, 10, or 100 all I need to do is ask, and they'll be there. Something about knowing I'm never alone brings comfort.
The moral of this post is that I've been so concerned with my end result, that I'm not enjoying the present. I've always focused on the future, and I want to stop focusing on the outcome of every decision, and just feel blessed with what I have now.
4.04.2011
Love made me blind..
Our not so picture-perfect story began when we were in college (I was a sophomore and he was a first-year senior). He was in the parking lot getting picked up to be shuttled to the frat party (oh, college). We were introduced that night, but nothing came of it until we started seeing each other out more and more. I was in a not-so committed two-year relationship, and something about him kept me wanting more. The way he dressed, talked, his whole demeanor was so attractive to me that I finally gave in to temptation. We had a rocky start with the whole 'talking' phase and no one is really sure of the limits/boundaries, yet always seem to push them too far.
About 6 months into our relationship, it was my 21st birthday, and he made me feel like a million bucks. He went into my dorm and decorated my mirrors with sayings in all different languages, and at the bottom it read 'In any language, you're beautiful.' On the bed, were daisies (my favorite flowers), a Guess wallet, a bottle of Grey Goose, and a Gucci watch. My heart melted.
We've hit quite a few bumps in the road, and we hit a mountain this summer, and after 3 years, they're all starting to add up and take a toll on the relationship. We broke up this summer for reasons I will leave unsaid, but after 3 months of trying with him, I met someone new. It was like love at first site, and we very quickly had this connection I can't explain, but it was absolutely amazing. Conveniently, my ex wanted me back when I started dating someone else, and I bounced back and forth between the two men for about 3 months until I had to make a choice (their words, not mine). I chose my ex. To me, I was choosing a relationship I had already put so much effort in and I wanted to prove that we could make this work. We've been back together for about 3 months now, which in the grand scheme of things is nothing, but here we are.
We don't get along all the time, but who does? Needless to say, the bickering is starting to wear on both of us. My question is.. when is enough enough? When do you count your losses, and stop fighting a losing battle? That's exactly what I feel like we're doing right now. I feel like we've both made mistakes, can take them as lessons learned, but we need to move on. Easier said than done. I've planned my life with this man. He's already started saving fora my ring, a our house, we have our children's names picked out, and the list goes on. He's hurt me more than anyone, but has also made me the happiest girl in the world. We have the same goals in life, but to be honest I don't believe that there's one person made for you. I think you can make it work with a lot of people, but it's the letting go I've never been too good at.
About 6 months into our relationship, it was my 21st birthday, and he made me feel like a million bucks. He went into my dorm and decorated my mirrors with sayings in all different languages, and at the bottom it read 'In any language, you're beautiful.' On the bed, were daisies (my favorite flowers), a Guess wallet, a bottle of Grey Goose, and a Gucci watch. My heart melted.
We've hit quite a few bumps in the road, and we hit a mountain this summer, and after 3 years, they're all starting to add up and take a toll on the relationship. We broke up this summer for reasons I will leave unsaid, but after 3 months of trying with him, I met someone new. It was like love at first site, and we very quickly had this connection I can't explain, but it was absolutely amazing. Conveniently, my ex wanted me back when I started dating someone else, and I bounced back and forth between the two men for about 3 months until I had to make a choice (their words, not mine). I chose my ex. To me, I was choosing a relationship I had already put so much effort in and I wanted to prove that we could make this work. We've been back together for about 3 months now, which in the grand scheme of things is nothing, but here we are.
We don't get along all the time, but who does? Needless to say, the bickering is starting to wear on both of us. My question is.. when is enough enough? When do you count your losses, and stop fighting a losing battle? That's exactly what I feel like we're doing right now. I feel like we've both made mistakes, can take them as lessons learned, but we need to move on. Easier said than done. I've planned my life with this man. He's already started saving for
3.28.2011
feeding my shopping diet
Let the spending begin! I've been going a little a lot crazy regarding the use of my debit card. It's okay, for now I figured 'you only live once.' Within reason of course...
Mama got herself a neutral heel that her closet has been craving.. kind of my typical heel, but more of a rounded toe than usual. Not the exact pair I had in mind, but 50% can do strange things to a girl! Credit: Aldo
Mama got herself a neutral heel that her closet has been craving.. kind of my typical heel, but more of a rounded toe than usual. Not the exact pair I had in mind, but 50% can do strange things to a girl! Credit: Aldo
And some much needed accessories for my minimal collection, credit: Forever 21. I can't find the gorgeous necklace I bought.. Pics to be posted soon.
And this cute spring skirt from my personal favorite Arden B
And the 119$ ticket to a great 5 concert series
May 21: Jason Aldean
June 18th Rascal Flatts with Sara Evans, Easton Corbin and Justin Moore
August 13th: Tim McGraw with Luke Bryan and The Band Perry
September 10th: Toby Keith with Eric Church
September 24th: Brad Paisley with Blake Shelton and Jerrod Neimann
I'd sum that up as a very successful.. and expensive weekend!
We're still on the hunt for high-heeled cowboy boots, and crossing our fingers for a pair of Kenny Chesney tickets. Stay tuned.
3.22.2011
I've Learned
So.. I know I said I wouldn't do this, but this quote is perfect. I love inspiring words that you can completely connect with. I feel like these are my thoughts, put into a beautiful expression.
I’VE LEARNED THAT NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OR HOW BAD IT SEEMS TODAY, LIFE DOES GO ON, AND IT WILL BE BETTER TOMORROW. I’VE LEARNED THAT YOU CAN TELL A LOT ABOUT A PERSON BY THE WAY HE/SHE HANDLES THESE THREE THINGS: A RAINY DAY, LOST LUGGAGE, AND TANGLED CHRISTMAS TREE LIGHTS. I’VE LEARNED THAT REGARDLESS OF YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARENTS, YOU’LL MISS THEM WHEN THEY’RE GONE FROM YOUR LIFE. I’VE LEARNED THAT MAKING A LIVING IS NOT THE SAME THING AS MAKING A LIFE. I’VE LEARNED THAT LIFE SOMETIMES GIVES YOU A SECOND CHANCE. I’VE LEARNED THAT YOU SHOULDN’T GO THROUGH LIFE WITH A CATCHER’S MITT ON BOTH HANDS; YOU NEED TO BE ABLE TO THROW SOME THINGS BACK. I’VE LEARNED THAT WHENEVER I DECIDE SOMETHING WITH AN OPEN HEART, I USUALLY MAKE THE RIGHT DECISION. I’VE LEARNED THAT EVEN WHEN I HAVE PAINS, I DON’T HAVE TO BE ONE. I’VE LEARNED THAT EVERY DAY YOU SHOULD REACH OUT AND TOUCH SOMEONE. PEOPLE LOVE A WARM HUG, OR JUST A FRIENDLY PAT ON THE BACK. I’VE LEARNED THAT I STILL HAVE A LOT TO LEARN. I’VE LEARNED THAT PEOPLE WILL FORGET WHAT YOU SAID, PEOPLE WILL FORGET WHAT YOU DID, BUT PEOPLE WILL NEVER FORGET HOW YOU MADE THEM FEEL.― Maya Angelou
I’VE LEARNED THAT NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OR HOW BAD IT SEEMS TODAY, LIFE DOES GO ON, AND IT WILL BE BETTER TOMORROW. I’VE LEARNED THAT YOU CAN TELL A LOT ABOUT A PERSON BY THE WAY HE/SHE HANDLES THESE THREE THINGS: A RAINY DAY, LOST LUGGAGE, AND TANGLED CHRISTMAS TREE LIGHTS. I’VE LEARNED THAT REGARDLESS OF YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARENTS, YOU’LL MISS THEM WHEN THEY’RE GONE FROM YOUR LIFE. I’VE LEARNED THAT MAKING A LIVING IS NOT THE SAME THING AS MAKING A LIFE. I’VE LEARNED THAT LIFE SOMETIMES GIVES YOU A SECOND CHANCE. I’VE LEARNED THAT YOU SHOULDN’T GO THROUGH LIFE WITH A CATCHER’S MITT ON BOTH HANDS; YOU NEED TO BE ABLE TO THROW SOME THINGS BACK. I’VE LEARNED THAT WHENEVER I DECIDE SOMETHING WITH AN OPEN HEART, I USUALLY MAKE THE RIGHT DECISION. I’VE LEARNED THAT EVEN WHEN I HAVE PAINS, I DON’T HAVE TO BE ONE. I’VE LEARNED THAT EVERY DAY YOU SHOULD REACH OUT AND TOUCH SOMEONE. PEOPLE LOVE A WARM HUG, OR JUST A FRIENDLY PAT ON THE BACK. I’VE LEARNED THAT I STILL HAVE A LOT TO LEARN. I’VE LEARNED THAT PEOPLE WILL FORGET WHAT YOU SAID, PEOPLE WILL FORGET WHAT YOU DID, BUT PEOPLE WILL NEVER FORGET HOW YOU MADE THEM FEEL.― Maya Angelou
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